what happen nxt?

now.. i am waiting 4 nothng..
such a waste of time aite..
but..
i don't know wht i'm waiting 4..
i wanna know wht will hppn in ma life nxt. mcm da x sabar2..
best kan hidop..
full of surprizes..
i hate those people yg nk sgt time machine. bodo!
kalo da taw ape jdk kt future.. hancor laa surprise tuu.
let allah do his job laa kan.
kite just lalui dan nikmati nyer.
ehehhehe
(ni la padah nyer kalo da boring)

to all ma friends

babe..
its me..
kawan korg, nadia haslinda haseran nak say sorry 4 evrythng n anythng..
4 my every wrong doing. terkutuk. termaki. termarah. tertegur. tersepak.
i'm soo sory, sorry from bottom of ma heart..
aku syg korg sgt!
aku x kan dpt da kwn2 sehappening korg. segedik korg!
heheh. girls.. u'll the best 4 me..
aku xnak kite lost contct ok.
janji k!
jempot aku dtg kenduri kawen korg.
eheheheheheh!
love y'll danm fucking muchh!!

*to sara n syera: guys.. aku da pnt gadoo.
hope in the future.. kite jmpe lg ok. peace.
syg korg sejujur nyer.

boring

die busy! busy! busy!
buhsan laa..
nasib syg die..
ahaks.
(xpe bie.. me tggu kmu smpi bebile) kihkih!
aku sbnr nyer da kering idea da ni nak tulis ape..
xde mende yg pntg ah jdk lam hdop aku lately ni..
ma health? huhh! malas nk citer!

my life afta spm

mcm kimak lahabau nyer basan!!
ape aku buat? mau tau?
kunyah, tatap, sandar!
setiap saat!
i'm startng to miss ma school laa..
wuuu..
boring! boring!
die lak asek busy..
pnt aku tggu..
nak mrh.. tp mcm x paham die plak..
pujok dri sendiri je laa.
hehe.

now?

ok..
lets talk about thng tht i'm gonna do now..
errr.. NOTHNG!
haha.
ok2.. i need to plann somethng soo tht ma life x la bored sgt.
1. driving licn (wajib)
2. hang out
3. date. date. date
4. on9 smpi lekat mate kat screen
5. movie!
6. tido
7. novel.
8. working perhaps

alone atlast!


SPM IS OVER!!!
hahahah.
today touching lbh jeh..
last aku pkai bju skola.
last jmpe mmbr kt skola.
last as st.marian.
last.last.last!
sdeyh sgt!

read!

ARE YOU:
1. A Bitch?:
ye kott. not!!
2. Are you tall?
yes i am.
4. In your pajamas?
yupp
5. Left handed?
nope

LAST:
1. Friend you saw:
adam
2. Talked to on the phone:
hnyabbas
3. Person to text you:
my angel, ahmad nasir
4. Was today better than yesterday:
yupp

FAVORITE:
1. Number:13
2. Color:black
3. Food: byk
4. Place: ahmad nasir's heart. muahahah

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
txt ma dearest ahmad nasir
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
ma hair
Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
x ingat
Q: Where is the last place you went?
toilet
Q: Do you smile often?:
sgt amat slalu
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
yupyup
Q: Are you a friendly person?
sgt!
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
katil ku
Q: Why did you sleep there?
da name pon katil aku
Q: When was the last time you cried?
2 saat lps
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
ahmad nasir
Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
wtf??
Q: What do you hear right now?
ma heart beat
Q: Does anything hurt right now?
nope
Q: What's your favorite month?
january
Q: How many kids do you want/have?
more den 5
TEN EMOTIONS
1. Are you missing someone right now?: YES!!
2. Are you happy?:YES
3. Are you sad?:YES JUGAK
4. Are you bored?:no
5. Are you excited?:pon no
6. Are you nervous?:no
7. Are you single?:NO!
8. Are you tired?:no
9. Are your parents still married?:wtf? ofcos la still
10. Do you have a crush on someone right now?: love actually

survey

1. Where did your last kiss take place?
umah some1. thiheee..
2. Who knows a secret or two about you?
natalia
3. Four words to explain why you last threw up?
errr...
4. Have you ever burned yourself?
byk kali. babi
5. What's crazy to you?
byk laa
6. Favorite cuss word:
pundek
7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
S and S
8. Who is your hero? EN.HASERAN JAWAN n DR.AHMAD NASIR
9. Would you ever want to be a supermodel?
bole gak. model 4 chubbies. HAHA
10. Who is the most experimental person you know?
anith aqilah. sume bnde nk try
11. Do you tell white lies?
always
12. When is your next party?
esok kot
13. Who do you want to be with right now?
AHMAD NASIR
14 Do you scratch when and where you want to scratch?
wtf?
15. How do you handle a break up?
make ma day always bz
16. Your motivation for tomorrow?
troskan hdp lbh teratur
17. Do you know what you will wear tomorrow?
tshirt n shorts
18. Last person to make you laugh?
AHMAD NASIR
19. Last thing you ate?
orange
20. Do u ever go a few days without changing your underwear?
TAK PENAH! yakk!
21. Have you ever accidentally eaten an insect?
yupyup. sedap gak laa.
22. Do daddy long legs freak you out?
not at all.
23. Have you ever cleaned up someone else's vomit?
yupp. baek kan aku.
24. Have you ever dropped food on the floor and eaten it?
err.. ahhaha
25. Do you kiss your pets on the mouth?
yupyupyup
26. Do you talk baby talk?
no!! hate it. pundek
27. What serial killer do you find most disturbing?
mira. hhahaha
28. Do you watch court tv?
nope
29. Would you ever work in a retirement home?
perhaps
30. Do you believe plants have feelings?
yes i do
31. Do you laugh at people with "bowl" haircuts?
bodo. xlaa. gile kejam
32. Do you have nervous twitches?
ade kott
33. Are you ever purposely irritating?
ntah laa.
34. If you could fly, where would you go first?
rome!
35. Do you prefer boats or planes?
planes
36. Love or lust?
LOVE
37. One best friend or 10 aquaintances?
10 aqua
38. Favorite food?
byk
39. Do you believe that your first love never dies?
da mati da pon..
40. What upcoming event are you waiting and ready for?
ma date. ahakx!
41. Current smell
rexona
42. Do you get your nails done?
malas aku.
43. Most favorite person?
AHMAD NASIR
44. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonald's?
apple pie
45. Are you an emotional person?
sometimes
46. Do you like your name?
NO!
47. Do you have plans this weekend?
yupp. kan bie kn? hahah
48. Do you work?
no
49. Do you dance naked in your room?
gile? x.
50. When did your last relationship end?
last 2years
51. What are you listening to right now?
aircond's sound
52. Biggest fear?
baloon!
53. How long have you been a part of myspace?
7jam
54. Favorite place to be?
home or AHMAD NASIR'S HEART. heeeee
55. What are you wearing right now?
pijamas
56. Are your toes painted?
no
57. Does anyone hate you?
ye kot
58. How many people do you trust fully?
nobody
59. Did you have fun doing this?
sikit laa
60. Are you thinking of someone right now?
AHMAD NASIR

idiot

coret sana.
coret sini.
hah! semuanya x menjadi.
konon manusiapuisi.
erti katanya sendiri x mengerti, x menghargai.
jangan kata secoret dua puisi di cipta.
da boleh jadi william shakespear jr.
timbonkan dulu ilmu.
baru segak dabik dada.

politik? persetankan

sebok pasal negare org.
tmpt drh korg tumpah?
ape cer?
bodoh!
mulot x habis cerita tntg pak hitam obama.
korg kenalan die ke yg nk hppy semcm?
ntahntah.
die lg terok dr sang 'semak' dulu.
hahh!
amerika.
percaye laa.
xkn brubahh slamanya!

SPM

on the 1st day of spm.
ana gle nevess! lam kete otw g skola.
tgn gigel2..
cm pakingsooon.
nk nanges.. nk yakyak sume de ah.
paper b.m cam p*ki
paper addmath, adohh tersenyum bhgie aku lihat soklan. bgai berade d awang-awangan.
ahaaa!
evry1 said..
"don't be nervous, u can do it.. blablabla'
mcm lanc*u.
1 thing i hate bout exam is..
MASA! mase gerak mcm.. ya allah.
nenek aku merangkak lg laju ah!
erhh!
da ahh.. nnt aku ctr lg.
=end=

babi

aku x taw npe aku nak nanges tgk pict dorg dua!
babi!! aku xpenah suke die ahhh!!
apehal aku nih! mencibai. ciss!

aku budak habis belajar

17/11.
i call it.. THE DAY.
tamat sudah zaman skola daku..
its time 4 me to be someone bttr. (i think)
hari ni kat skola..
i felt somethng strnge.
sedih? happy?
ntah..
pg td all f5 student kne tron dewan suson meja.
ya ampon.
jantong aku time tu da tercicir kt mane ntah.
hekk.
tkot bai..
pastu taklimat laa.
mcm2 la..
time balek tu yg best..
kitorg rermai tron kat courtrngle amek gambo..
sayuu je aku ase time tu.
honestly..
aku syg kott kat st.mary(adekah benar aku yg tulis ni hahah)
byk memories.. sweet nor bitter d harungi bersame..
ececehh.
da laa..
bebel bebyk lak.
=end=

suke aku? bagos. benci aku? berambos.

dua ekor ulat sampah tu mmg x pnh nk tgk aku senang tau!
ade je bende yg aku wat x sdp kt mate dorg. kutok aku doplohpat jam.
tp x sdr tuu..
kutok aku cam dorg ckp dpn chermin tau, terpantol balek sejibik cam ape yg dorg perbahaskan. kampong gilak! dulu yes aku besalah skit ah ngn dorg..
tp beragak ahh. x kan sampai skrg nk kuang ajar ngn aku kn..
grown up gurls. pls! da nk abes skola da kot..
da ahh.. suke aty korg.
=end=

tamat?

detik ni..
hnya tggl gandaan 1 saja lagi aku akn di selimuti persalinan putih, biru cair.
seronok? perhaps.
sedih? semestinyer.
'kriiinnng' nyaring.. jadi kerinduan,pasti.
gelak tawa darah seperjuangan aku hgga tersedak air sirap lima posen dah tamat.
letih bahu angkot galas radioactive pon dah temu noktah.
tgn pagi sabtu dah tak berselaput dgn kapor putih.
7.30? jam dinding tak perlu risau lagi..
bas kuning hitam da tak perlu di daki kini.
rindu aku, pasti.
=end=

i've learn that.

i've learn that..
sometimes.. we have to let..
ur lover go..
or shall i say..
let love go.

i've learn that..
i cn't force people to love me..
but..
i can keep them in our heart,
knowing that they are safe..
happy wth who ever they love..
n care for them..
every second in our life.

i've learn that..
i need to love myself 1st..
knowing that god already made some1 dat..
much better for me..
and love me 4 who i am..

i've learn that..
what ever i had suffer before this..
is only a beginning for my happiness.

i've learn taht..
i have to confess what ever i feel
in my heart..
and don't ever keep it or worst it will be.

i've learn that..
once i love some1..
i will love thaem..
forever..
and i won't hate them..
tho' they hurt me damn badly!
=end=